Sunday, April 29, 2007
wouldnt you go for something you really really want? and not shun away just because somethings in the way? cause thats just stupid, really really stupid. i cannot tell you how extremely stupid it is. guess you'll never get what you want if you dont ever go for it.
nobody wanna see us together, but it dont matter much, cause i've got you
Thursday, April 26, 2007
for people who wanna take BS next year or whenever wherever or whatever! dont! CAUSE BCA SUCKS AND IS A COMPLETELY POINTLESS, RETARDED AND REDUNDANT MODULE! it teaches you exel, i mean who the hell would wanna learn abt EXEL? its sucha bore and it makes no sense at all. why use it when you can always use a calculator and your own damn brains! EXEL encourages people to be lazy, yeah convenient, BUT MAKES PEOPLE LAZY! so its actually a pretty stinky invention, imagine what our future generation would be! its like... TAXIS AND PUBLIC TRANSPORT!! not to go against it or anything, cause hell im as lazy to walk too, but it makes people lazy, and people take for granted! now you know why people are always late!haha. people like SERNZHI. AND LEONARD. AND KT. you guys stink la.
school ended at 5 today! kinda sucked, got like some useless 2 hr break in between, was practically staring at the four walls throughout the break la, minus eating and going to the toilet, there was like at least 1&a half hr to like beat yourself up while waiting for class to start. met stinky demin cause he wanted to eat, HAHA i like totally forced him to the atrium to eat his stinky sandwiches cause i didnt wanna go to canteen 2. WHAHAHA. GOLD IS DOPE!
met kt ji and everyone else at the soccer court later on, haha bloody hell so packed, im like so shy la, later i make the boys malu den how? must be humble abit! WAHAH. tmrw classes start at 1 cause its an even week. yay!!!! finally duneed to wake at like freaking ungodly hours(well to me it is!). and its friday!! its totally happy hour time! wwheeee! oh i forgot what i wanted to say cause my mommy just sed, OI COME AND EAT LAH, BEFORE I EAT IT UP FOR YOU, (EVIL LAUGHTER)MUAHAHAHAHAA. ok i was messing with the last part, but food beckons! SYLA!(see you laturrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr alligator!)
school ended at 5 today! kinda sucked, got like some useless 2 hr break in between, was practically staring at the four walls throughout the break la, minus eating and going to the toilet, there was like at least 1&a half hr to like beat yourself up while waiting for class to start. met stinky demin cause he wanted to eat, HAHA i like totally forced him to the atrium to eat his stinky sandwiches cause i didnt wanna go to canteen 2. WHAHAHA. GOLD IS DOPE!
met kt ji and everyone else at the soccer court later on, haha bloody hell so packed, im like so shy la, later i make the boys malu den how? must be humble abit! WAHAH. tmrw classes start at 1 cause its an even week. yay!!!! finally duneed to wake at like freaking ungodly hours(well to me it is!). and its friday!! its totally happy hour time! wwheeee! oh i forgot what i wanted to say cause my mommy just sed, OI COME AND EAT LAH, BEFORE I EAT IT UP FOR YOU, (EVIL LAUGHTER)MUAHAHAHAHAA. ok i was messing with the last part, but food beckons! SYLA!(see you laturrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr alligator!)
i need you here tonight just like the ocean needs the waves.
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
hey there party people! im watching the man united match replay! ahah although i like totally know the score, saw the goals already and know when its gonna happen, still kinda gets me all excited, heh, maybe because it was ROOONEYY who scored the winner, wahahha, yeah you know it! rooney the man!
anyways, been thinking alot lately! haha bet i've lost a kezillion brain cells in the process! haha schools school and how good can it get man! hahaha been for soccer and, uhh. haha lets just say noting can beat queensway soccer! haha! lyeheng the man! no wait, ROONEY THE MAN! wahha.
have you ever thought about making sense in falling in and out of love all over and over? haha, well, its quite stupid, i guess, cause yeah the same things come and go. you might say, why not give yourself a chance to be happy all over again, or like, you wouldnt know what would happen so we cannot really assume anything, but i guess some things just never changes. people lie, people fade away. and you might wanna consider the balance in life, cause happiness always walks hand in hand with sadness. you cant assure me you wouldnt hurt me, i cant assure you i wouldnt either, and if your willing to take a chance, it doesnt mean i am. sometimes, what we choose is not what we can always have, sometimes what we have is not always what we can choose. well that might be because there are other people to consider, feelings and friends. everything comes hand in hand.
give me your hand and you will see, your heart is keeping time with me.
Monday, April 23, 2007
here's a night, and it shines. and it calls us on and on. so be here, by my side, and watch the stars, cause their ours. make a wish or just take charge, cause the moment comes and get lost and go far.
so begin, and breathe in. here's our chance to go for something, so this is where we win and take the game with no blame. there's a neon light inside that shines, and tearing down the walls in the way.
i think that we've got what it takes to get this heart start beating again, so take it all the way.
our hearts are on the everglow. deep inside we both know it, and everythings hanging on this moment. every action makes a reaction and we'll figure it out and make it happen. so just let go and fall into it.
the light is bright enough to save the weakest ones but you're in the running, and dont give up or you'll fade away.
you promised to be my everything, then left me without a thing, how can i trust you again?
so i guess when you have to choose between two loved ones drowning the duration you take to decide who to save would have probably killed both of them. so we actually do not have a choice, we either die together? or... die together. or we dont die and let the drowning drown and feel horribly like shit for the next few years. so, its like you've come to a dead end. and no one can help you cause whatever decision you make breaks the other way. so whats best for me?
i cant help myself now, i dont think anyone else can.
Thursday, April 19, 2007
hi, im really really really really bored(if you can tell cause im doing shit like these), i found this and apparently mi gonna become an idiot in 23849723984hrs if i dont complete this, HAHAHA NOTTTT!!!
1. How old do you wish you were? 5
2. Where were you when 9/11 happened? haha sleeping i guess, feels like im always sleeping, HHAHA!
3. What do you do when vending machines steal your money? haha kick the damn machine! then i'll prolly curse and swear at the bloody lousy invention!
4. Do you consider yourself kind? damn straight!!
5. If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be? haha on my face, i always wanted to look like a clown.
6. If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be? any other lauguage, you didnt give me a choice.
7. Do you know your neighbours? hahaha, what do you think? one sings like a frog and the other one is mentally unstable, im not safe living here!!
8. What do you consider a vacation? haha when i have lotsa$$$$$ to go shooping. whaha.
9. Do you follow your horoscope? hahaa, i always read abt it, but i dont really care, some magazines telling me bird shits gonna land on my head today? shit happens.
10. Would you move for the person you love? HAHAHAHA, i would move for donuts.
11. Are you touchy-feely? hahaha, i think if your fart sounds high pitched, you have a tight ass.
12. Do you believe that opposites attract? hahaha i dont know, i guess so, cs kaypess is an ass and im so nice and he loves me,so yeah MAYBE!!
14. Favourite tv channels? hahah, channel 8, my fav, CHINESE!!(HAHHHAHAA)
15. Favourite place to go on weekends? haha anywhere and everywhere,aslong as its with my fav bunch.
16. Showers or baths? haha neither, i dont like bathing, i usually bathe like once every 2 months, just like kayps!!!!!
17. Do you paint your nails? NO! i have hobbit like nails and if i paint em i'll look retarded.
18. Do you trust people easily? is that a question??
19. What are your phobias? bugs! i hate bugs! i eat bugs! did i just say that?
20. Do you want kids? AHHAHA no i hate kids. HAHA
21. Do you keep a handwritten journal? yeah, im gona publish it soon, the diary of bridget teo, please support me!
22. Where would you rather be now? eating a hell lot of seafood!!!!
23. Who makes you warm and fuzzy? haha, my bobo.
24. Heavy or light sleeper? light, blow a trumpet at my ears im sure to wake up.(HAH)
25. Are you paranoid? hah yes, most of the time i dont step on the cracks cs im afraid i would fall and break my back.
26. Are you impatient? yes, i hate waiting for buses, esp when they take their own sweet time to get me to my destination! bloody dickheads!
27. Who can you relate to? haha kayps? he's living the life..
28. How do you feel about interracial couples? haha, they contrast!
30. What's your pick-up line? haha, hi i own a baboon, would youlike to see it? his name is kahtien. (HAHAHAHAHAHA)
31. What's your main ringtone on your mobile? haha DONT MOVE BY BUTCH WALKERRRRRR.
32. What were you doing at midnight last night? i was in the phuture, i saw many flying cars and robot people cleaning my ass for me.
33. What did the last text on your mobile say? er.. cant rmb, lazy to check my phone, it prolly sed something like.........................................................
34. Whose bed did you sleep in last night? my own, duh.
35. What colour shirt are you wearing? some gren watermelon teeshirt, i can actually smell the fruit!
36. Most recent movie you watched? shOOter i guess, cant rmb.
37. Name three things you have on at all times? 3 sets of panties. keeps me warm.
38. What colour are your bedsheets? GREEN! haha yes i can smell watermelons on my bed too!
39. How much cash do you have right now? 67cents
40. What's your favourite part of the chicken? the eye ball, its really tiny.
41. What's your favourite town/city? hahaha, bikini bottom
42. I can't wait 'til: LUNCH TMR!PRAWN MEE MY GANDMA COOKING!
43. What did you have for dinner last night? food?
44. How tall are you barefoot? 1.97m, damn right i am tall.
45. Do you own a gun? yup! when i pull the trigger, a dart comes out of it and it sticks to glass! how cool and exciting!
46. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? drinks.
47. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years? RICH AS HELL. WAHHAA.
48. Last thing you ate? grandma's famous nasi lemak. woo power.
49. What songs do you sing in the shower? bubble bath oo oo ooo ooo ooooo.
50. Last thing that made you laugh? anything makes me laugh actually. my friends always tell me that.
51. Worst injury you ever had? when a car hit me on my right side and i was almost paralyzed. yup, it was tragic):
52. Does someone have a crush on you? does that make me cool?if so den yes.(:
53. What's your favourite candy? CANDY!!!!!!!!!!!
54. What song do you want played at your funeral? im not gonna die, dont you know? im immortal!
55. Eight people to do this? haha,more like 800 cs if you dont you'll become an idiotic moronand i'll be the smartest bitch on the planet!
i hate knowing things before they happen
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
yup its true, everyones talking about it! the V. tech shootings. well because some whack korean dude shot and killed like 30 over people, we asians are probably gonna be condemed for life.
oh ya, this shooting totally reminded me of one tree hill(S3E16), when that brain-injured jimmy edwards shot peyton, only that she din die and he did. OMG TOTAL DEJAVU! guess this korean dude watched OTH as well cause he re-enacted the whole scence just that he was successful in killing many other people, and din hold any people hostage. but he did manage to kill himself in the end just like jimmy edwards.
well. its quite scary and insane come to think of it, like what the hell you think could trouble such a young mind that would make him go around shooting innocent people. and uhh, according to the news, he was a loner, which makes it much freakier!(and kinda makes every puzzle fit in the right place) yanno when ya watch those psycho killer movies, and the killer always happens to be a very alienated person and shuts the whole world out and acts kinda retardedly? yeah! thats like so true, just that this time it really is real. and, we know all this, just that we never see it coming. but i mean who the hell would think that some quiet dude would pull out a gun and start shooting people, its too movie like and almost unrealistic, BUT REALISTIC! but i mean we cant prevent what we cant predict. so i guess we'll just have to learn and look back every once in awhile. and pray that it doesnt happen to anyone of us.
what we're going through daily isnt really hard at all, cause there are situations like these which are much bigger than us.
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
kp was just a extra addition, cause he's such a darling!
(fyi, CHECK OUT KAYTS PICTURE. WAHHAHA)
so its the 2nd day of school! and i miss my friends already! haha owells, GUESS WHAT! my lecture was supposed to end at 11 this morning and it ended at 10! haha, and i thought a 4 hr break was long! well, socks, lynette and i didnt wanna attend law lecture so here i am, at home! haha! went to check out some (hidden)jap food all the way at the back of NP. i pity the people taking sciences seriously, they have to walk all the way up the goddamn hill everyday la.wth. thats poor building planning now. have you realised how screwed up the weather is? so it fking hot! anyways, i have no school tmrw, wahahahaha!! cs tutorials arent on on the first week. if only there wasnt any tutorials every alternate week! woo!
and oh! i signed up for wakeboarding! the dude was damn hot la. like damn tanned and shit. but yanno what, its like 40 bucks per training? thats like mega extortion of $$. isnt the school supposed to take care of such shit? anyways, think imma stick soccer la, its like so much easier, for me that is. haha or i might take up hockey with gerald? haha i dont know! haha. poly kinda sucks eh,(i know ive been saying that!) dont think you can find such good friends, unlike in sec school, when we were still moulding into ourselves, and the people around you all click. its like so different in poly, people have their own cliques, characters clash, and we dont get along like we do in sec school! we're so different! its so hard! im sooo lookng forward to friday, party + catch up time. yay.
maybe its best you leave me alone.
Saturday, April 14, 2007
heeyyy there stupid assholes. guess whos back. hah. anyways, have i mentioned that i've been clubbing 4 times in the period of2 weeks? how whack is that! like somehow kinda getting sick and tired of it too. hahaha. well to sum up the very very very very loooooooooong holidays, haha, life's been HELLA AWESOME! now that school's around the corner, kinda not feeling of wanting the holidays to end! haha, when we've just ended secondary life, most of us were eagerly anticipating to enter poly, well not anymore!! haha! cause honestly? i think poly life stinksssssssss! and you'd think that out of 14,000 students in the school, there'd bound to be at least 1 or 2 hotties, HAHA sorry to burst yo bubble there, ngee ann's students all look like toot faces, well that obviously excludes me, (HAHAHAHAHA) and MAYBBBBEEEEEEE sern zhi and kt(YES I'VE SAID IT). haha!i dont wanna go back to school so help meeee. and ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh, its been awhile since i've posted pictures ya think? haha, i've been so dark and depressed, boohoo.HAHAHA. NOTTTTTTT, ohk, so i've decided to grab life by its horns, yes i have. HAHA, cause being all dark and twisty sucks! i've wasted half my holiday feeling like shit, and its MY TURN TO FINALLY HAVE SOME FUCKING FUN! WOO. (im not vulgar really) haha, OH if my moods really great, i'll let you see some cool pictures of kt and sernzhi and dez, den you can feel my fun. HAHA cause right now, YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YA MISSING OUT ON! HAHAHA.
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
"Manchester United produced one of their finest ever performances in Europeancompetition to overwhelm AS Roma 7-1 on Tuesday night and reach the semi-finals of the Champions League for the first time since 2002. United, trailing 2-1 from the first meeting in Rome, had never previously overturned a first leg deficit in five attempts in the competition but did so in remarkable style."woooo.if you'd watched the match, bet you'd still be stunned! it was awesommmmeeeeeeee. OMG, OMG, NINTENDO, NINTENDO, SICKS TEA PHOAR!!(ok you might not know what im talking about here)
haha and if you missed it then too bad, cause its probably one of the best matches in champion league histories! wooooohoo! haha anyway, this is one of the happy posts you'll get to see, in a very long run. hahaha. so cheer for man utd to win every match like they did yesterday, den i'll write a happy post every week. heh.
school's starting soon btw! and its sucks! no more late night outings to no where with my darlings dez ji kt tabs cheryl & borky. who the hell wanted school to start sooner!!!!???? i hate school. its like you have to start all over again, alone.
and when you thought it all ended.
Sunday, April 08, 2007
SCREW YOU FERDINAND, AND YO LITTLE DOG TOO! fuck rubbish match! argh! what the hell happened to park ji sung! why the fuck was richardson in the starting eleven! now you know why ya lost! dude, richardson can play soccer for nuts, he makes my grandma look like beckham.
NO ONE LIKES RICHARDSON! GET HIM OFF THE DAMN SQUAD!
Saturday, April 07, 2007
fateisneverinourhands
someone once explained to me that when fate comes into play, choice sometimes goes out the window. maybe Romeo and Juliet were fated to be together, but just for a while, and then their time passed. if they could have known that beforehand, maybe it all would have been okay. but hell, Juliet was an idiot. for one thing, she falls for the one guy she knows she can't have. everyone thinks it's so romantic; Romeo and Juliet, true love. how sad. if Juliet was stupid enough to fall for the enemy, drink a bottle of poison, and go to sleep in a mausoleum, then she deserved everything she got.
i told that someone when i was grown up, i'd take fate into my own hands. i wouldn't let some guy drag me down. that someone said that i'd be lucky if i ever had that kind of passion with someone, and if i did, we'd be together forever. even now, i believe that for the most part, love is about choices. it's about putting down the poison and the dagger and making your own happy ending, most of the time. and sometimes, despite all your best intentions, fate wins anyway.
i told that someone when i was grown up, i'd take fate into my own hands. i wouldn't let some guy drag me down. that someone said that i'd be lucky if i ever had that kind of passion with someone, and if i did, we'd be together forever. even now, i believe that for the most part, love is about choices. it's about putting down the poison and the dagger and making your own happy ending, most of the time. and sometimes, despite all your best intentions, fate wins anyway.
ever get that feeling, when you look into someone's eyes, and get some kind of sixth sense, when the great beyond is headed for you, you feel it coming. what's the one thing you've always dreamed of doing before you died?
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
if the sun would somehow shine again
ever heard your heart breaking? by a whisper of a word, or the sight of a photograph? that moment, when you know, everything crumbles, hopes and dreams shatter, and chances fade away. that moment, when no matter how hard you try to live in denial, you know the truth, and that just bites you right in the ass, or rather, your heart.
do you ever think that second chances are lies? it probably is, cause people dont see you for who you are, but who you were. no one wants to believe that someone has changed, because its so difficult to, almost impossible, but possible. and when you're gone they dont remember you, like you've had suddenly vanished from the face of the planet, and we thought absence was supposed to make the heart grow fonder? right...
and if there wasn't a point getting something back together again, then i guess you'll forever be wondering 'what if'. cause lets face the music here, no one knows what gonna happen, for all you know, things might turn out better, for all you know, we could be happy again. these things aint fate, it also aint because YOU are YOU, and YOU can never change.. its whether you want to make it work, or not. dont tell me that same things are gonna happen, it might, it might not, its pretty unpredictable if you ask me. cause i've heard, life is full of surprises. i mean, what the hell happened to faith, belief and hope? they're there, in each and everyone one of us, we just have to dig down and find it. so dont tell me, there isn't a point, cause im getting pretty sick and tired of people telling me that. cause thats just an excuse to run away from reality.
do you ever think that second chances are lies? it probably is, cause people dont see you for who you are, but who you were. no one wants to believe that someone has changed, because its so difficult to, almost impossible, but possible. and when you're gone they dont remember you, like you've had suddenly vanished from the face of the planet, and we thought absence was supposed to make the heart grow fonder? right...
and if there wasn't a point getting something back together again, then i guess you'll forever be wondering 'what if'. cause lets face the music here, no one knows what gonna happen, for all you know, things might turn out better, for all you know, we could be happy again. these things aint fate, it also aint because YOU are YOU, and YOU can never change.. its whether you want to make it work, or not. dont tell me that same things are gonna happen, it might, it might not, its pretty unpredictable if you ask me. cause i've heard, life is full of surprises. i mean, what the hell happened to faith, belief and hope? they're there, in each and everyone one of us, we just have to dig down and find it. so dont tell me, there isn't a point, cause im getting pretty sick and tired of people telling me that. cause thats just an excuse to run away from reality.
when you act like, nothing ever happened, i feel like, i should feel bad. but i cant like someone who thought, their the only one that mattered, i hope that you're flattered, cause you broke this down. the best thing you never had.